I have never really believed in god. I was born into a luso brazilian catholic family,and was part of the church since my birth. I am even named after a saint. I went through my first communion. My family would tell me to pray for my guardian angel before sleep. Whoever,I never did it and I also wouldn't like going to the church on sundays. It was boring. Eventually I turned into an atheist. After 5 years of being an atheist,I felt like I was missing something in my life. Then I felt the need to have a faith,because I was tired of being..nothing. Sooo I searched about buddhism,wicca(yepp),and so on. Hinduism was the only faith left. And I was like ''naaah that doesn't make sense at all ''. Whoever I fell in love with it because it wasn't what I though it was. Now I am trying to follow it properly,and I chant the maha mantra sometimes. I believe in the power of god and spirituality in general. But... I don't know how to pray. How's that? People do it so naturally(or at least it seems). I chant and I feel really good,whoever I still feel like I'm not doing things properly because I'm not ''talking with god'' and so on. When I try,it just feels weird and I stop. Can somebody help me?