I am not a Guru, Shaman, Trainer or associated with any spiritual group. Neither there is any lineage in my family. Hence the Kundalini Awakening in my case was accidental & unintended and I did not seek it consciously. On the contrary, In fact I was quite comfortable with my life-style and the world around me the way it was. There were common issues and problems everyone faces in life and I had my share too. And I strived to find solutions for them and wished for a small changed but not a complete transformation that such an Kundalini experience brings with it. Looking back I now realize that if I had the choice I would not have wished such a radical transformation of the kind that Kundalini Experience is, at all. Because in spite of all the sufferings and issues in my life, at least I was so comfortable enough with my life & my world, that merely a thought of radical change (Kundalini experience) that would turn my life upside down & shake it so radically, would be quite scary. All changes are scary in our lives and at times can turn out to be painful and that later I realized that thats what Paradign Shifting is all about. And it was indeed a change for the better and it was necessary and desparately needed. Desparate circumstances require desparate measures. Though I did not seek this experience and yet it did happen, is a proof for me that it was a Divine Intervention, a miracle and the effect of it is everlasting, even after years. The most positive aspect of this Paradign Shift was the instant cures & healings of so many physical health related issues that surprised my doctor. Nor do I after this Divine experience, consider myself a Guru, or healer, shaman or even a blogger or an author; I am just a simple seeker like everyone else on this planet. Before the Kundalini Awakening, though I used to consider myself spiritual, but it was all fake. After the Kundalini Awakening I found out the Truth that like millions in the world, I used to be a pseudo or hobby-spiritualist. I had lots of interest in spirituality but as a part-time activity. Now spiritualism has turned my life upside down and my life has taken a 180 degree turn and not a single day passes by without a spiritual activity of some kind. So now I at least know what it really means to be a spiritual person & consider myself as an average seeker or beginner. My own Awakening gave me also hope for the millions of people in the world because I am of the firm belief that if the Kundalini Awakening can happen with me, then it can happen with everyone else as we all carry the same energy within us. Only we need to become conscious of it. Like a famous Buddhis t saying goes : "Look within, you are the Buddha". Since all my services are free & philanthropic hence creation of this free group has certainly upset a few people, who commercialize their knowledge or experience of Kundalini Awakening or Meditation. If someone tells you that the Kundalini Awakening is dangerous so should not be awakened on your own then find out if that person is an author of a book or organizes paid sessions or any other commercial activities? Because only people with such an hidden agenda try to scare the others, in order to sell their book or trainings. Of course like anything else in life like driving a car needs certain knowledge or training, so Kundalini Awakening is no exception. So certain caution is required and there is ample free info on this, in this group discussions or on the YT or on the internet / google. If in doubt, you may post your questions in this group, and someone will certainly respond. Hence this group`s goal is to provide free knowledge about the Kundalini & Spiritual Awakening in general coz according to the ancient Indian spritual traditions, one can sell knowledge but not wisdom or divinity. Its understandable that one can sell Yoga or even Meditation as it involves certain effort, but Kundalini is an Awakening of the Divine in our own self & a gift of God. So at least it should not be saleable or monopoly of a certain person. This is the story that I posted on the day I created this group addressing all the members. I would encourage all members to share their Kundalini / Spiritual experience, to help others. ***Namaste All, I am so glad that my "Spiritual / Kundalini Awakening" brought me in contact with you all so many people lovely souls with similar experience. On my mission to meet people with similar SA, the first blog to join was that of Dr. Lissa Rankin MD also top 10 NY best author, I thank my good Karmas for that. After my own depressions & sufferings, my research showed that there are thousands of people, becoming Spiritually Awakened and they need some guidance which is not "professional" and does not cost $. I am sure we as a Soul Family can learn, teach, guide & support each other much better than the so called "commercial healers". Following is a synopsis of my experience of "Spirtitual Awakening" which I wanted to share with you as a thanks to the Almighty for saving my life and making me devote my life to His service and that of His subjects. After this post I will post a few more articles on "Kundalini" with the hope that it will give some more insight into my experience and we would love to hear about your experience too. ***On one sunny day, in Mid-May, 2012, while traveling with the train to my work, in Munich, Germany, early in the morning, I felt something "strange" as if the whole world around me was different, as if I was seeing it for the first time. I felt extremely relaxed, almost weightless and became very aware of people and things around me. And felt like hugging everyone in the train and shout out that : we are all divines in the human form and we are all here on this earth to share love and compassion. The train was full of mostly the German commuters and a few people from the other nationalities however they all, without an exception, look so lovely and friendly and had glowing and shining faces & radiating so much love and compassion, as if they were all angels. All people appeared to me as one, more like souls, less human bodies, full of light and love. I thought it was due to the deep relaxing sleep after many sleepless nights, that made me feel this way. Then I looked out of the window and all the passing billboards advertisements were radiating so much colors and lights, never seen before. My feet felt started feeling so light & weightless as if going to float in the air. So I was wrong. Something did happen the night before. But as I reached my office, I did not pay any particular attention to it and as usual got busy with my work in the office, which is quite stressing. Later in the evening, as a routine I started to ponder over all my problems I was going through at that time. However I felt like as if "Someone" was stopping me from to even "start" to think about my problems or anything negative. I did not pay any particular attention to it and decided to go to sleep. During the next few days, many "strange" things happened and on the basis of these sudden big changes, I realized, that I was not the same person any more. Or better said, either 2 different persons were living in my head or I was 1 person living now in 2 different worlds. In retro, I can sum up the following changes that took place, following that day in Mid-May, 2012 : ONLY POSITIVE THINKING : I was allowed to think only positively. As if this "Someone" was forcing and pushing me to be extremely hopeful for my future. As if all will be taken care of by this "Someone". EXTREME SENSE OF GRATITUDE TOWARDS THE UNIVERSE, GOD : As the days passed, I felt extremely full of gratitude and thankful to the Almighty and had this urge to spend the rest of my life doing something useful in the service of Him or His people, like becoming a meditation teacher or a healer in order to help people relieve of their pain and sufferings and depressions. NO MATERIALISTIC GOALS Money and materialism were useless now as the ambitions to reach the material goals simply vanished. And I did not feel about them, on the contrary, now many things in life started to make sense. Earlier the big achievers (in the materialistic world) like Bill Gates & movies stars were my idols now the non-achievers (in the materialistic world) like Buddha, Kabir, Jesus, Guru Nanak, Meera, were the new idols in my life. I considered them as big achievers in the Spiritual world, which is the best achievement a human being can attain in his or her life. HERE AND NOW The past as if never existed and future did not worry me at all. The mind was unable to pay attention to either the past or future as if this " Someone" would not allow me to do the "thinking (worrying)" about these things any more now. All I could sense was the present, no more worries or insecurity. LOGIC AND RATIONAL : Now many things which earlier did not make sense or were illogical or irrational, do make sense but what earlier made sense, does not make sense any more. The greatest saint of India Kabir, an extremely poor weaver, yet with the deepest of faith in God, is highly respected in India, though he is not as famous as Lord Ram, Krishna & Budha or Mira, for the sheer reason because unlike Kabir they were all born into the royal families, whereas Kabir proved to the world that poverty can be bliss if looked upon as a gift of the Almighty. In his divine experience, Kabir wrote, he saw "the water was on fire" & "Fishes climbing on the tree". Similar experience is expressed by Emily Dickinson in her poem, which proves that once one has found the Divine in one`s own self, one will see it in everything around even in the so-called dead matter as stones like the Hindus who worship statues, water(river Ganges), cows & snakes : contd..